All three components of my project can be accessed via my linktree!
I'll also separate them for convenience's sake :P
Thank you for joining me on my journey! I hope you enjoy my final project, I feel like a giving a piece of my heart to whoever watches it because of how much it means to me. I'm going to miss this film </3
And with that, my final goodbye :,)
Songs for 4/10 (my last songs ☹︎)
In my short film, how fast the evening passes, I aimed to capture the conflicting emotions a person can feel on the concept of change. This includes the understanding that change must occur for life to continue, and the uncontrollable feeling of loss that arises when knowing that the things you hold dear will never be the same again.
The concept of my film was created by my life currently; I’m about to go to college and everything I know will irrevocably change in just a few months. Grappling with this knowledge has been a challenge for me and made me reminiscent of my past and how I deal with change. Since my short film concept stemmed from a feeling, I began by researching experimental short films. This genre does not have a set guideline for what an experimental film must look like and gives ample creative freedom for me to use a feeling as the main focus of my product. Some films I researched include Forever, Suburbia, and Weltschmerz. Through my research, I saw how experimental films don’t follow a traditional storyline which helped drive my creative process. I also noted how the films never seemed to force one message on the viewer, but rather let the audience determine their own interpretation of the film’s message.
These films helped me build my sequence of events. The alternative narrative structure convention was one I decided to work closely with since it felt more natural to express an emotion through vague moments rather than a chronological sequence of actions. In choosing this narrative structure, I could delve into the varying stances on change through music and setting rather than plot and dialogue. I knew I wanted to capture the difference between the party with friends and the disordered, lonely party, which worked to convey the positive and negative emotions garnered from one experience. In suddenly cutting to between the two parties, it conforms to the experimental genre’s unique presentation of the storyline and depicts the simultaneous, contrasting feelings one can entertain.
Since my film was inspired by an emotion, I wasn’t creatively driven to include any scenes with dialogue. As such, I chose to highlight the setting, music, and emotions instead. This meant that for the scenes where I wanted the main character to be surrounded by friends, I knew my actors needed to be skilled performers and friends with each other so that their interactions would be realistic rather than scripted. As a result, the people who I could cast in my film were limited since my focus wasn’t on representation, but rather on the realistic dynamic of a close friend group. If I had more time to be selective about the people I had casted, I could have ensured a more diverse cast. However, my choice of all feminine presenting actors not only appealed to my target audience and added to the realism of the story through their natural relationships.
My primary goal was to depict my own understanding of change in a way that I would find visually interesting. Knowing this helped me to define my target audience. My target audience is defined as females, ages 14-26, who latch onto the past and/or have a fear of change. Because I am a part of my own target audience, I used this to my advantage when deciding on my branding and engagement plans. Since TikTok and Instagram are highly popular in my target demographic, I combined these two platforms to appeal to my target audience.
I also created a Spotify playlist and used only lowercase text with minimal punctuation to further appeal to my audience. Music was a large factor in solidifying the tone and message of my film, not to mention a major aspect of the lives of many teens to young adults. In sharing playlists with friends and crafting hyper-specific soundtracks for emotions or characters, communicating via music is an aspect of my target audience that I wanted to indulge in. As for the lowercase text, this not only established an informal, friendly connection with my target demographic, but mirrors the way people around my age talk to each other online. This way, the film didn’t appear sophisticated but down-to-earth.
Along with appealing to my target audience, I made sure to keep my film's branding consistent. I used the same fonts, graphics, and colors throughout my social media, postcard, and short film. In all three components, I used a typewriter font to ensure continuity. I also consistently used orange and red as my accent colors due to their prominent appearance in the short film. These two elements were most helpful in my goal of establishing the creativity and melancholy of my overall brand.
My accent color choice stemmed from the dramatic transitions from the bright and fun moments to the lonely, dark moments in my film. The images taken from these instances were used in both my postcard and the social media page to further my brand goal and brand feel. These components featured pictures of the disheveled party as a way to grab consumer attention and interest; however, I wish I had grabbed a wider variety of still shots taken from throughout my film. I used mainly the red-lit disheveled party images but had very few photos of the party in full color, the card game (both in full color and just red), the bedroom scene with the letter, and the middle school. If I had more images from these scenes, my content would be less similar to one another and would have provided a more fleshed-out brand. While this choice of primarily using party scene photos could be considered a way to avoid spoilers for the rest of the film, I think it instead took away from accurately conveying the feeling that drove me to create my film in the first place. In this aspect of my product--planning and social media--my branding felt underdeveloped. I wish I had spent more time preparing for this component of the project, since there are so many more opportunities content-wise that I believe I missed out on.
The progress I’ve made throughout working on this project has been tremendous. I have gained knowledge about the production and planning process that I would never have anticipated learning. Not to mention the confidence I’ve gained in myself, my creativity, and my work. Though there are definitely things I would change in all three components if I had more time, I’m incredibly proud of what I’ve created and the growth I’ve made through the duration of this project.
Songs for 4/10
As I add my finishing touches to 'how fast the evening passes,' I have a few outgoing thoughts.
I'm incredibly glad that the people I chose to work with were all incredibly professional and understanding when the guidance I gave them might not have been the clearest. They were able to work effectively with one another to convey a realistic and believable friendship between themselves, thanks to them all being friends already. I was so lucky that they were so understanding and comfortable with the filming process that they rarely, if ever, broke character or the fourth wall. Plus, they made filming so much fun and so painless for me.
I'm also super thankful I made the effort to film early, even if it made me rush research and planning a bit. With the number of extracurriculars and the timing of this project, I had so many other things happening in my life that I barely had a moment to breathe. If I hadn't filmed ahead of time, I would've had to film during tech week of my show, or another inconvenient and more hectic time. Plus, filming early ensured I had ample time to edit and clean up my film to gather extra shots and do extra research as needed with less stress in the final week. Though I completely finished editing this week, I'm very thankful I had the wiggle room to edit at a stress-free pace that worked with my schedule rather than against it. This was a very good move on my part.
I do wish I spend more time planning my social media page. I feel like the content I gathered (I'm not referring to the Tiktoks I made, those were bangers and an excellent move on my part) for posts was minimal, and in my opinion, didn't help establish the brand as much as I would've hoped. The announcement posts didn't feel cohesive, and that might be because of the color scheme, fonts, or overall design of the posts. Either way, I don't feel super confident in them. I also wish I had the time to edit and put in the effort to make a "making of" video because I took a lot of BTS footage and don't seem to have a place to put it. I have only included one BTS video as of right now, and I definitely need some more, or else that will appear strange. This aspect totally needed more preparation, though I am relatively satisfied with my (almost) end result.
One last thing, I noticed that I need to work on my confidence. While this is just a general fact about me, it is easier to break down a tall task like gaining confidence into smaller portions, such as gaining confidence in my artistic choices. Though there are definitely some choices I made in my film that isn't perfect, My concept was never bad. I struggled, even when filming, to come to terms with the idea that my film is good and that I'm a good director with good ideas. I know using the word 'good' over and over is redundant, but man do I need to get this through my skull. My lack of self-confidence prevented me from making a lot of progress in the production of my film because I was nervous to commit to a concept I wasn't in love with and was afraid would lead to a terrible final product. However, with every new person with whom I shared my idea, they helped me understand that my idea doesn't suck and the choices I made were valid. I showed Jake and my film-loving Uncle a rough draft of the film and both of them had nothing but kind words for me, even when I asked them to give me specific things they thought needed to be fixed. From last year to this year, my confidence in myself and my work has stayed very minimal, but in watching my final cut, I can say with confidence that I'm really proud of myself and happy with the outcome, even if it's not the most earth-shattering piece ever created.
That pretty much covers my main feelings towards this project. Just like last year, I'm stoked to see a concept of mine being depicted on screen, whether the work came from me or not.
See you soon!
Songs for 4/7 (two songs each day this week bc ☹︎)
Two things for today.
First off, I was reminded of the most brilliant idea.
Many accounts, like the one for my school's drama account, has this thing called a linktree in their social media page's bio. This is fantastic. This means that I can add all the different links my film has to one master location. I currently have a lot of places my film resides, Tiktok, Instagram, YouTube (soon), and my blog (hey), I figured this would be super helpful for me!
If this was a short film I was actually looking to distribute, I would have paid for the extra perks linktree offers, but since I'm not, I stuck with the free plan which severely limited my design options. No worries, I was still able to make it work with some help from a list of hex codes to make sure I picked the right colors that matched the vibe of the film and looked good together. I would've also made a separate google account for the film so the URL wasn't under my name but oh well, what can you do. Check out my linktree here!
With all these links and my linktree added to my Instagram and TikTok bios, I have one more thing to tackle, the Critical Reflection.
I took some notes on the requirements of each question and things I could use to answer them.
That's all I've got for today, super excited to start working on my CR (me when I lie).
Song for 4/3
